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Posted on October 9, 2008 - Filed Under Personal |
It has been a long time since I’ve really been in love. You know the real puppy love kind of thing. She is the first one you think of when you wake up and the last one on your mind when you go to sleep. Can’t eat, can’t sleep and in the middle of the day you want to know what she is doing. I haven’t felt like that since I was eighteen. My first girlfriend, real girlfriend was the first and only person I was really in love with. All the other relationships I had I really like the girls. But the feeling was not the same. That special feeling was missing. I think most of them feel the same way. Now after a long time I feel something for somebody that really comes close to that loving feeling. I think that given the chance she and I could end up together.
There is just one problem. And this is a major problem. She already has a boyfriend. Yep you read correctly. She already has a boyfriend. Some of you might think “That Bitch”. But that’s not true. She never played me or something. She told me from the start. So if love was just a thing coming from the mind, the smart thing would be not to fall in love. But love is a feeling from the heart. So even with the boyfriend in the picture my feelings for her started to grow.
She did not do anything to press it and she never abused or misused the situation. She is faithful to her boyfriend. Which makes her more attractive.
So what am I suppose to do with this situation??
I’m not gonna be her … (what’s the male version of mistress???)…. the guy she cheats with.. 
I’m not gonna try to ruin her relationship. I would hate myself if I did that.
So the only thing I can really do is try to move on and secretly hope that her current relationship won’t last.
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